Monday, July 9, 2007

Days like these...

On days like these I want to be held down, hit, tortured, tied, brutalised. I want to be used in every painful way imaginable. I need the pain and degredation of it.

Maybe because I feel so far shut into myself today it's a way to tear myself open.
Maybe because sometimes I need to express the weakness.
Maybe because can't be in control all the time I need someone to expose me.

Maybe the exterior pain will express the interior madness.

Maybe it just gives me a chance to lash out in return to that pain.

1 comment:

dive said...

Hey, Groover. When I feel like that I find a good half-hour thrash on the drum kit really helps.
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